10月26日。。。。火曜日

纪念日。。。。

10月25日。。。。月曜日

整整一年了。。。

心情除了沉重，再来就是忧郁。。。

就让我一个人独自难过。。。。

10月22日。。。。。金曜日

“如果。。。。。”

之后来到的就只是等待。。。。

虽然胜算不大。。。

可是既然是自己的决定，无论结果如何。。。。

我都会坚持。。。。。

就算自己变到一无所有都好。。。。

我还是没后悔作下这个决定。。。。。

《你会有一样东西是不想失去的吗？》

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile, I don't wanna miss one kiss
I just wanna be with you, right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close, feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment for all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes, don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep
Yeah, I don't wanna miss a thing

检讨

何时开始我变得如此糟糕？。。。

这几天反省才发觉。。。

原来我是多么糟糕，多么的讨人厌。。。。

名副其实的鬼见愁。。。

看回来。。。我已经变得。。。

自卑。。。

情绪化。。。

自闭。。。

忧郁。。。

暴躁。。。

只会埋怨。。。却忘了什么是体谅。。。。

10月19日。。。。火曜日

一旦做错了。。。。就无法再修补那道伤口。。。。

我是个差劲的人。。。

我真的是个很自卑的人。。。

我恨我这么自卑。。。

我恨我不能装开心。。。

我恨我做人不会圆滑。。。。

我很恨我自己。。。。

《无言》

哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。。。

终于第一次说了很狠心的话。。。。。

为什么我的心会一直痛呢？。。。。。

决定是自己给的，结果该是自己承担。。。。

或许让你恨我，总好过我让你有压力吧。。。。。

与其逼你下决定，不如就让我帮你吧。。。

这样或许你会比较好过，至少少了我的压力。。。。。

祝你幸福快乐。。。。。